old intentions

wipe my dusty eyes
scribe my packed up dreams
find these horseshoe horoscopes
and get on my boots
it's try try again
again.

rant

"I go off on you
have my goat and eat it too-
it gives me good to take my pities,
bitch my troubles, fight my father
vicariously."
"I'll get it soon,
my money, my honey, big car,
smart house, and all the eyes out there-
but you don't want to go that far
not with me."
"I wanted it right
a good wild ride to safety,
but you ain't buying another's dreams
with your mysterious needs
and reasons.
"I could go off
and hate my self-"