The forest was too big to fit my eager schedule
With the ducks quacking constantly
Somewhere overhead and in the pond
In the kind of menacing way only crowded and animals can.
All year the flax-dam festered in the heart.
I worked my way through the vast foliage and mild thistles.
Mild because small pains make me feel accomplishment
Where big pains would just hurt.
Chucketa-chucketa-chucketa...
Heavy engine noise from somewhere. A sater pump.
All year the flax-dam festered in the heart.
The pump must work a well quite deep to
Thump so angrily.
Such things can be helpful when you're trapped
In the high woods festooned with heavy waters
Filled with dangerous animals.
All year the flax-dam festered in the heart.
I can not help but stand with a lost face.
The green brush is intoxicating with its green
Banners tacked-on everywhere a lure
Like a certain fish tackle only without the eyes.
But the love of the lushness doesn't hide the humidity.
All year the flax-dam festered in the heart.
Learning to live in such conditions
That are better suited for aquatic birds and beavers
Instead of for people who have toes that wrinkle in the wet
Or bleed with the weak thistles
Is a task.
You learn to like your own body odor even though
All year the flax-dam festered in the heart.
Despite resignation to the strangely broad expanse of wood
I'll still kill to get at a phone booth.
I don't have coin but I might call the authorities
Who listen to the kind of people who use a phone booth.
Thye might know where I was when
All year the flax-dam festered in the heart.
-From Seamus Heaney's "Death of a Naturalist"







